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Good Little Bitch, Or Permission to Love. by Becca
I was laying in the crook of Marks Arm in the after glow of a lovely afternoon. He kissed me, petted me, and took a long look into my eyes, obviously bracing himself to ask me something.
"What's up Precious." Marks been a Reg for a few years now, and I like to think that my Regs would feel comfortable asking me about anything.
"Have you ever been with 2 Guys Bec?" he asked tentatively.
"Oh sure, part of the Biz?" I replied playfully, not launching into to enthusiastic a reply about just how much I do enjoy a bit of "Double Trouble." Just yet. "Did you like it?"
I giggled, "Oh yes, Its not only guys that fancy the notion of two lovers pleasing them at once yea know, a bit of Double Trouble can be just delicious."
"Good, you see me and my friend Jeff have been thinking for years how cool it would be to share the right woman with each other, when we were kids we were best buds and shared everything else, but finding a woman to share - well we just haven't."
"And you want me to be that woman?"
"Yes, but Jeff cant know your being paid, just that you're a friend whose willing to play along with us."
"Well that's just true, I would just love to help make your fantasy come true." I kissed him most affectionately, "You're still paying of course," I winked, "but I promise you a most enthusiastically naughty playmate."
And so Arrangements were made, a date was set, and a few nights later Mark was introducing me to Jeff at his place. Mark is small, not quite 5'7" lean, handsome in a playful boyish kind of way. Approaching 35 his boyish charm is just beginning to fade and while he has always done very well with the ladies, lately he's not doing as well as he remembers, and hires me from time to time to keep his spirits up.
If Mark with his quick wit and charm are the brains of this pair, Jeff is the Braun. A touch over 6' nice wide shoulders, solidly built; both pride themselves on their appearance and neither is sporting a spare tire.
The boys have a couple of drinks while I nurse a brandy. Jeff is observant enough to notice, (full marks there), "Don't you want a drink Bec"
I pet his cheek, look up in his eyes, and risk a quick kiss; "Oh Mark promised me a delightful bit of mischief tonight, and I don't want to miss a moment of it on a drunk."
Jeff reaches down and pulls the small of my back to him, kissing me. "Lets get the mischief started then little lady." He starts unbuttoning me, petting my bosom with confident hands. Its bliss, Mark Steps up and is soon kissing my neck over my shoulder, then slipping my panties down my legs from behind. His hands glide back up my legs to my bottom.
"Looks like Marks got first dibs on your hot little pussy little lady, how about wrapping those luscious lips round my hard cock." Jeff says amid nuzzling kisses, and lovely petting. (very good with those strong hands!)
I give him a wink, "Is it a nice Yummy Fat one." He rubs my hand on his growing bulge, "See for yourself."
I undo his belt, his button, his zip .. make a little show out of revealing his cock, and it is a nice one. I give him a little wink just before I ease the head into my mouth. Mark is lifting my skirt and eases his cock-head into my pussy; stroke by stroke, inch by inch, he works the full length of his meat into my pussy. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm it is just delicious, such delightful submission. My two yummy masters surrender to their desire and are soon stroking deep and firm into me, rocking me between them, like a sweet little fuck toy. We keep this sweet rhythm going for a good little while, no one in any hurry to change positions or rush our pleasures. Its just a long yummy surrender to bliss.
Finally Marks getting close, "Get on your knees Bec, I wanna cum in your mouth." Ok, I settle down. Stoking both boys with my hands while going from cock to cock with my mouth. Scrumptious really. Mark pulls me close, wont let me slide away and pumps hard, in a minute he is blowing a load hard in my mouth. Jeff seeing his urgency has pulled me back up into a cheesecake pose and is banging hard into my pussy; my sweet warm tight cunt is a bit much for him and he cums too.
We snuggle around on the bed in the after glow; and the drinks catch up with Mark, while he nips off to the bathroom Jeff asks me, "You a pro Bec?"
"Yea I am, but Marks also a good friend of mine." "Does he know?"
"I think he suspects, I think that's why he thought I might say yes." "So your not being paid?"
"Oh no?" Ok it's a bald faced lie, but what can I say. "Why then."
"Busman's Holiday, Marks a Lovely Fuck, and I figured Marks Friend would be a Lovely Fuck." I tumble him onto his back and mount him cowgirl, "And I figured right!"
I begin a slow sweet ride. When Mark comes back, he steps up onto the bed and puts his cock near my lips, I lick and pet and work him into my mouth. We spend the next little while exploring various positions and various delights, and its just lovely. Of course the boys are a bit skittish about touching each other while petting me, but I notice there seems to be a bit of underlying tension there. I suggest a very naughty Sandwich - Jeff behind me, Mark in front - they Pet and stroke and kiss me; and they get a little more ok with accidentally touching one another. Still I'm sure I can sense a tension between them.
Finally I suggest something utterly wicked, but something I sense they both want to play out. "Mark I've been utterly wicked for you, now I want you to do something utterly wicked with me." I say, kneeling in front of Jeff and Tugging Mark down beside me.
"Which Is." I expect he thinks I want to sit on his face while I blow Jeff, or something like that; but I surprise him. "I want to suck Jeff off, and I want you to help me." Of course Mark might have just bolted right then, but I felt sure that he wouldn't
Mark was on his knees besides me, inches from Jeff's hard cock, moments from slipping it into his mouth; I was sure he had dreamed of a moment like this for years, and if he backed out now, that's all it would ever be, a dream; but if he held his nerve just a little while, if he allowed me the chance I could make his dream cum true; So a little embarrassed, a little bewildered, but with just a hint of curiosity in his eyes; Mark played along and followed my lead.
Jeff Says, "If the Little Lady thinks she needs help with this Mammoth Meat of mine, guess you're just going to have to help her out." As he pets his cock head back and forth across my lips. I slip it into my mouth and stroke deep and slow a few long luscious strokes. My eyes closed in loving submission, putting on a little show for Mark, letting him see up close just how sweet it can be to do the sucking, to embrace that sweet submission.
"Now you try I say" easing the cock in Marks direction, he takes the shaft so tentatively in his hands; you can see in his eyes that he cant quite believe he is holding another man's cock in his finger tips; He looks at me for a long uncertain moment, I smile, and give him just the tiniest bob of my chin; a tiny affirmation that says it's ok to want this, it's ok to do this, go ahead and live your dream.
Jeff for his part just patiently waits, lets Mark get used to Touching him, lets him deicide for himself if he is really going to go ahead with it
Mark parts his lips and takes Jeff's cock-head into his mouth, he strokes a few times, gets his lips about half way down Jeff's long shaft. All the while he's watching me, watching me smile at him, soaking up my approval; letting me allow him his dream. After a few more half deep strokes, he passes Jeff's cock back to me.
My lips slide right down Jeff's shaft balls deep and I treat him to a few long slow sweet strokes, both because that's how I like to give head, savoring my lover, and to give Mark a good look, let him see how its done. I let my tongue glide up Jeff's shaft and ease the head back over in Marks Direction. He takes Jeff's cock a little more confidently in his hands; pets his balls with his finger tips as he Sucks Jeff just a little deeper into his mouth. Jeff lets his hands slide across Marks hair now, slipping to the back of his head, and begins to gently tug, gently urge more of his meat into Marks willing mouth.
Back and forth we pass Jeff's meat, Mark gets more comfortable with sucking Jeff with each sweet exchange, he starts to pet Jeff and uses a hand to cup Jeff's bottom balancing himself.
Jeff is just enjoying a wonderful blow job, eyes closed his hands petting my hair, then Mark's, he's just loving being so willingly spoiled. This goes on for a few long delicious minutes of sweetly spoiling this lovely man. Jeff is getting just lost in the pleasure of the moment, and, as men will, he starts encouraging us; "Oh Yes, that's a good little Cocksucker, such a good little bitch" he says; as he strokes between Marks lips.
I see Mark flinch just a little. So I lean in and whisper in Marks ear, "He's only talking dirty because you are doing such a good job. Pleasing him so much; Relax, let Jeff enjoy his blow job precious; you really are doing very well." Mark caresses me, and manages a little nod nuzzling his nose in Jeff's fur as Jeff Grinds happily away.
"Oh yes, so good, so damn good." Jeff continues his encouragement. We pass Jeff's cock back and forth between us, with lots of lovely licking and sucking to Jeff's considerable delight. Finally Jeff's ready to cum and he slides his cock into my mouth and fucks hard till he spurts. Afterwards, I kiss Mark quite naughtily and he gets a good taste of Jeff's cum.
Jeff catches his Breath, "Oh my God, that was amazing, that was just great you two"
I tug on him, "Fair's Fair, We have to make Mark Happy now."
"Oh sure" he says, "but not just now, I'm too hot, you two were just fantastic, and I want more."
"More? My your insatiable" I say, "You really think you can stay hard?"
"Little Lady, as good as you two are together, I could stay hard all night."
Mark brings the cock-head to his lips and slips Jeff deep into his mouth for a few long slow strokes, pausing he says "what the hell, we're trying to make Jeff Happy right."
Jeff slides his hands to the back of Marks head and starts stoking deep and hard. "Oh yea, that's good, that's really good, Oh god you're such a good little bitch." This time Mark just winks in my direction, accepting Jeff's blissful pillow talk as a compliment. After another long lazy round of licking and sucking Jeff's getting close, Mark makes to pass the cock back to me, but Jeff takes his shaft in his own hand and strokes the head back and forth across Marks lips.
"No, No, Bec's already had a creamy treat; I want to cum in your mouth now.", he says breathlessly. Mark slips the head between his lips again; Jeff moan's softly, "Oh yes, that's a good little bitch, suck me hard now, suck me good and hard." Jeff starts to grind deep and really hard between Marks lips, It does not take long now before he blows his load right in Marks mouth. Even though I had already pretty well emptied Jeff's balls, that little spurt was enough to gag Mark for just a minute.
"That's harder than it looks." He says to me. "Yea it's always rough the first time, but you'll get used to it."
"You think?" he says. His eyes bright with playful hope. "Just takes Practice." I replied, and give him a little wink. "You know what to do now, just allow yourself to want it precious, just allow yourself to practice."
"I will." He whispers. Looking up to Jeff I Tug him down; "Ok your turn to please Mark now."
Jeff's good humored about it all and says "sure" without a moments hesitation. Mark is happy to get up off his knees and feeds me first. It begins much the same as the last time. Jeff and I sharing Mark till Jeff gets comfortable with Marks cock in his hands, in his Mouth, licking petting sucking, just the basics of giving head. Then he surprises me. As I pass Marks Cock back to him, for the 3rd or 4th time, Jeff says, "Bec how about getting between Marks Legs and licking his balls."
"Sure" I replied and I do, Mark is now standing, Jeff is sitting on his heels. He is taller than Mark remember, he eases his buddy forward a step; brings his hands up on his bottom for balances and really goes to town; as deep and hungry a blow job as I could have given Mark myself. Mark just closes his eyes and feeds Jeff, whispering his own encouragement to his lover, as he grinds hard between Jeff's lips; it does not take so very long till he blows his own load right down Jeff's throat. I must admit I really enjoyed watching them pet and play.
Afterwards we land in a disheveled heap on the bed and at my suggestion we all just spend the night together one yummy naked tangle; Too tired now for any serious mischief, but we do share some quite delicious petting.
In the morning, I slip Jeff my business card, and we do see each other twice after that night. The first time he bought me a coffee and thanked me; saying he realized now that he had wanted to share something like this with Mark for years, but that it had not been possible in their Macho world.
The 2nd time was a few weeks later. Jeff told me they had gone through a very awkward month after our pajama party, not knowing what to do or say when they were alone together. Finally Jeff broke the ice saying, "Look we had a great time with Bec, there's no reason we should not have a great time ourselves." Mark agreed, so rather tentatively at first, they made love that night, and since had gotten comfortable with loving one another, settling into a new more intimate phase of their relationship.
It took a little while, but they realized loving one another had not magically made them Gay, that they both still preferred women, but that they also had feelings for each other; feelings they wanted and needed to express to feel complete.
I know this will be the roughest chapter of my story for a lot of readers,. And I've thought a little about why should that be
Maybe its because of this maybe its because mostly we still view sex through the lens of conquest. Sex is something a Man does to a woman, rather than something he shares with her. So when Mark got on his knees beside me and accepted we would be pleasing Jeff together, he was accepting a woman's roll, the roll of the Conquered the role of the submissive; Which makes him less than a man; with-in the sex as conquest model.
While for two women, when one takes on the Role of the Man She Raises herself up as the conqueror she looses nothing and her partner has nothing to loose, she is a after all a woman already. So no one gets emasculated, and from the Sex as Conquest point of view it's a lot less threatening, so you can put it on Showtime. Maybe this is why straight people so often ask gays, "Who is the 'man' in your relationship, in the conquest model a woman cannot be equal and so this is so very important to know, who is the man, who wears the Laurels. Who should I respect?
In this view Mark has shamed himself terribly.
But there is another view, my view, that sex is something beautiful to be shared between two people. And while I am a happy little Subbie and relish the role, I choose my masters and I willingly share my Submission with them. In this frame work, Mark, and Jeff gave up nothing, they simply chose to share bliss with one and other, and happily me.
Looking back, I am so very happy that I was able to open this door for two dear friends. To help them find in themselves a way to express the love they had long felt for one another. An intimate way to express an intimate love, that for too long had remained silent. I think I have done an utterly beautiful thing, Still I know it will be seen otherwise by so many, and I find that very sad.
Naught Nights, Becca.